Not Settling

I have settled a lot in my life. I have had friends I let walk all over me because I didn't even like me. I have let others shine and take the spotlight because I felt like I have had nothing to offer. I have been pushed around, and made to feel ashamed of myself. I went to college because I thought it was what everyone was supposed to do... But God's plans for me are bigger than I can even imagine. Some people have asked me why I believe that he has BIG plans for me... my answer anything that has to do with God and his will and his glory... well that will be BIG!
I'm tired of settling... I dropped out of my classes for this quarter not only because my financial aid didn't come through, but because I have figured out that I don't and I mean I really really don't want to be at LCC this quarter at all. I feel like there is something else God wants me to be doing. I don't know what yet.. I have been looking on the Christian Camping and Conference Center Associations website and keeping a mental note about the job offerings on the website. But who knows. This is a time of praying and seeking God's will for my life. Please pray for me!

I'm so excited to see how God moves during this season. And oddly I am at peace through all of this, it is a relief not to be stressing about it all. I know that this is peace that only comes from God. I know that God is working and it is pretty awesome!