Wednesday, October 31, 2012

My someone

So recently a friend read one of my posts and encouraged me to keep a journal for the man that I will marry someday... I have tried to do this in the past but I decided to do it once more... I didn't know how to address the journal... did I say "dear journal," or "my dear husband," or just write without a header... well after some thinking I came up with "Dear Someone," what made me decide this is a song off The Music Man... Here are the lyrics:

Goodnight, my someone,
Goodnight, my love,
Sleep tight, my someone,
Sleep tight, my love,
Or star is shining it's brightest light
for goodnight, my love, for goodnight.

Sweet dreams be yours, dear,
if dreams there be,
Sweet dreams to carry you close to me.
I wish they may and I wish they might
Now goodnight, my someone, good night.

True love can be whispered from heart to heart
when lovers are parted they say
But I must depend on a wish and a star
As long as my heart doesn't know who you are

Sweet dreams be yours dear,
If dreams there be
Sweet dreams to carry you close to me
I wish they may and I wish they might
Now goodnight, my someone, goodnight.

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Wednesday, October 3, 2012

April 2010

In April of 2010 I had a really cool dream and I posted it on Facebook. I was going through some old notes on there and I thought that I should share it on here too. I do feel like God does speak to me through dreams sometimes and this is one of those times. Sorry for the poor grammer and run on sentences. I just copy a pasted it from facebook.


It starts out with a young Japanese girl sitting alone in a small room. She's holding a large Emerald. She keeps looking at the door like she's expecting someone. Soon the door opens and a little old Japanese man walks in, he's dressed in rags. He come and sits in front of the girl and then takes her hands in his he looks into her dark brown eyes and says, "You have the Emerald but what you need is the
Diamond." She looks at him with question in her eyes. "How do I find the Diamond?" The girl asks. As she asks this another man enters the room but in my dream I couldn't see his face. The other man hold out his hand to the girl. "This man will guide you and protect you in your task of finding the Diamond." the old man replies. The girl takes hold of the faceless man's hand and they walk out of the room.
Suddenly my dream shifts and the faceless man and the girl are in the middle of what looks like a rain forest. Directly in front of them there is a waterfall. The faceless man starts to make gestures with his arms like a silent code. There is a loud roar that comes from the waterfall and a giant golden sculpture of a man dressed in fancy clothing and jewlery. The sculpture comes to life and snarls at the faceless man and the girl. The faceless man pushes the girl out of the way and starts to fight the golden man. The girl starts to run deep in to the forest pushing vines and branches out of the way. As she jumps over a fallen tree she suddenly plummets through the ground and falls into a buried building. She hits the stone floor and she tastes blood, she is lying face down on the ground. She looks to her right and she sees a man looking down at her with no expression on his face. He has a white bandage wrapped around his head with blood seeping through, he is wearing a green coat and green pants with brown boots. At that moment she black out.
When she starts to come to, all she hears is "Yahweh, Lord Almighty we love you!" being chanted over and over. She starts to open her eyes and she is in a bright room and there is over 50 people singing over and over. They are facing the man who had been in the room with the bandage on his head, but now he had no bandageand he is smiling he stands behind a pulpit with a hymnal in his hands leading the congregation. Behind the man there was an incredible bright blinding light. The girl slowly stands up and starts walking toward the man and the light. As she gets closer she slowly sees that the light is coming from a wooden cross. The cross is shining like a Diamond. When she gets to the front she falls to her knees and holds up her Emerald. The man comes before her and holds out his hand. "I don't want this emerald anymore. all I need and want is the Diamond. Could I recieve the Diamond?" The girl cried. The man takes the Emerald from her hands and it just disapears. He takes light from the Cross and puts the light in her hands. As she starts to weep with joy she takes the light and swallows it. "Now the Diamond lives in me, I shall never be without it."