Pity Party

I am going to throw a pity party for a second here. I am tired and honestly I mean tired of being alone. I know that God is always there for me. But I am tired of the fact that I'm 23 almost 24 and yet the only "date," that I have ever had was for prom and he was gay. I'm tired of seeing my friends share about there significant others and how wonderful they are... because frankly I can't relate. I know that I have often times said that it felt good to be single to avoid the drama of relationships, but I don't know anymore. I am just ready to have someone to share my dreams with and to just watch a movie with. I want to have someone take an interest in what I want to do, and not look down on me like I'm naive or stupid for having my dreams. I want someone to just simply tell me I look beautiful sometimes. I know it is the lament of many girls ahead of me... but it is still something I want and I am afraid it won't happen and I will turn out to be the crazy cat lady many think I'll become. I just wish God would bring that guy into my life. I know a lot of my friends who are single and are in the same boat as I am, I don't know... So this is my pity party.. don't feel like you have to comment. I just needed to rant a little.